Happy or goofy? Vanity says the latter

Here’s one of the photos I had taken yesterday, in color and black and white.  I think I look so funny and weird, although the photographer really loved it and talked me into buying it.  At the beginning of the session I was kind of stiff and didn’t know quite how to pose.  After a little while we started just talking and I don’t even remember what it was about but I started honestly laughing and making faces, and that was what he captured.  From the inside, I don’t imagine I look this way, but obviously that laughing self is who I project.  An interesting way to gain insight.